By ufgtr204 » mon feb 20, 2012 3:32 am when i was a young boy, i used to play around with a couple other boys on the street None of us grew up to be gay or bi, or even be impacted negatively by it One of the boys was my best friend and a year older. I can now say that my brother is who i love We flirt with each other all the time, even more than we flirt with our girlfriends We have kissed each other (during the sex mentioned earlier) before we kissed our girlfriends
So i'm pretty sure now We would keep doing what we always do. Sexual abuse probably doesn't lead to healthy sexual relationships between gay partners, but what happened to you probably did influence your sexuality Please try to find some therapy, from someone who has experience with helping people who have been sexually abused There might be special centers in your area How is your life now
He spanked me over his knee, completely naked and didn't miss the chance to point out how small my dick was That was the extent of the sexual abuse i received directly from him, but it wasn't the extend of what he did. I don't think you've run out of time However, it may be difficult I was molested at 12 or 13 by a pederast, and the effects have stayed with me my entire life, in the form of a conflicted sense of sexual orientation Like you, i thought i wanted it
For years i struggled with the mutually incompatible ideas of hating my molester, and yet wishing he'd done more to me. Forum rules you are entering a forum that contains discussions of abuse, some of which are explicit in nature The topics discussed may be triggering to some people Please be aware of this before entering this forum If you are posting about actions of yours which you feel are/were abusive please post about this in the remorse forum If you have been falsely accused of abusing someone please.
I once went to a home where my friend had 8 children and his youngest (son) was potty training in the middle of the living room on one of those potty training chairs. I had orgasms during abuse n had no clue thats what it was, at an age when i had no clue about sex, i would moan n grunt when it was happening n it felt good But the shame n guilt n the fear traumatized me Dad replied, “yeah, i think she’s starting to get interested in boys, and a boy she’s interested in, isn’t interested in her” How could mom believe that?
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